Yeah, this years been pretty shitty. Just want to have a better job for both my fiance and I. Get an apartment and get married.

I usually don’t post selfies or anything really of my personal life. But this man right here, is my amazing handsome fiance. I love him too bits. This picture was taken at P!nk’s march Truth About Love tour. We’ve been together two and a half years and he’s been with me, supporting me through everything.
I haven’t had the easy time of life for the past few years. Having my gall bladder taken out when I was 18, was just the start of everything. I had that taken out as well as a chunk of my liver due to my gallbladder.
Three months later I met my fiance Andrew.
He’s been there dealing with my crazy friends, family, work schedual and of course me.
There’s been a lot going on. I had the migraine brain swelling almost died thing.
Then had the liver disease thing left over from the gallbladder removal.
Then being finally diagnosed with pcos and endo. Which when a guy finds that out, some book it for the door. He stayed and bought me books and tried new food to deal with it. I’ve had countless hopsital trips in the past two years, liver infections, cracked ankle, and more.
Two weeks ago someone broke into his car and our ipods that were in a concealed little pocket, completely out of site, got stolen. I have an anxiety disorder and the fact that they stole the thing that helped make my time without my fiance easier, because I have all of my P!nk music on it. My fiance went out and bought me a brand new iPod. So I could relax, especially at work and just blast my P!nk.
Last night I ended up going into anaphylactic shock. There was onion skin on the bottom of the pizza we ordered and I didn’t know.
I ended up swelling up in my throat, and my tongue. I started having hives and getting so itchy. Then I ended up having breathing troubles. I didn’t wanna take the epi pen. But he had it and kept trying to stab me” I’m not letting you die, I need you to much. I love you so much” he kept saying. I ended up in the recestation room atill awake but being pumped full of drugs. He was amazing through it all. Filled out all the paper work and such.
But theres been so much he’s done for me.
I just wanted to put it out there that I love this man more then I thought I could love anyone.
Before I met him I was pretty depressed, then he came into my life and seemed to fix almost everything.
We’re going to go to P!nks truth about love tour again on novemeber 30th.
He thinks we should get married that day I think so too.
Hopefully everything will start looking up.
I love him. And just need him so much. He’s just been so super magnificent through all of this. Through everything and he’s been my light in all of this bullshit.
Sorry if you’re reading this and going wtf? But I needed to write this. Because I actually love him and I can’t wait for the rest of our lives together.

ellosteph:

Most high school seniors are excitedly preparing to put on their cap and gown and looking forward to the future right now. Kaitlyn Hunt, 18, is instead fighting bigotry and hoping she won’t be forced to go to jail instead of college. Her crime? Dating another student – a female student.

Read her story here and here, and sign the petition here.

Please pass this on so as many people as possible can see this.

It is absolutely disgusting that a pair of parents have no problem ruining the life of an innocent girl all because they can’t accept their own child’s sexual orientation. Please take 10 seconds to sign this. I couldn’t even imagine being Kate in this situation or her parents 

just-missundaztood:

A mere twenty-four hours after P!nk and her family placed a “Love Lock” on a bridge in Germany the trinket has gone missing. Something to symbolize the eternal love of their family, a special momento left by them, was stolen for absolutely no reason. 

The audacity of some people is mind blowing, thinking that it would be “cool” to take something because it was left by a celebrity. It’s absolutely sickening. 

Every single day I’ll play fucking perfect for my kids.

I propbably would be in a box in the ground.

I wonder how many people will not realize what this represents. Reblog if you do.

terrance-shmerrance:

by my own parents more than anyone else.

My car was broken into last night. It had my ipod and my fiances ipod in it. On my ipod there was all my P!nk music and family pictures. Also concert pics from P!nks march 11th concert that I attended with my fiance. I am extremely upset that these have been taken from me. Special memories were on there. The ipods were out of site. It sickens me that people just break into someones personal space and steal. The one thing that could help me when I would have my anxiety attacks was P!nks music. Now I can’t have her everywhere I go. I normally don’t complain this much, but I’m at the end of my rope. In the last few months my fiance and I have had shit luck. He didn’t get the job we were hoping he’d get. I had a serious liver infection that put us both out of work for a couple days. Then I ended up with a cracked ankle from a shopping cart. Making it hard for me to get around. My anxiety has been at an all time high lately, having my source of calm stolen from me really sickens me. My fiance bought me that ipod for my 20th birthday, on that birthday i almost died from my brain swelling. That ipod has been with me for just over a year. It means more then just a simple toy. It’s road trips and late night drives. It’s the thing i cling to when i have my pcos and endo pain. I just try to breathe and listen to P!nk. It had first pictures of my nephews and friends children on it. It had pictures of my fiance and I’s first vacation. So many memories stolen. I just want things to get better.
Guess I’m saving up for a new ipod.
Sorry for the rant.

january 2013: this shall be my year

may 2013: well, shit

This is how my fiance and I feel. This was supposed to be an amazing year for us. He was supposed to have a better job. We were gonna get married and start a family. But thats not happening. Life kinda sucks.