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Sydney’s first Easter!

Sydney’s first Easter!

Even years later I find it super hard to get over some of the hurt from the past. Having the husband in heavy job training for the past 6 weeks leaving me to do everything for the baby myself and barely getting a moment by myself has put me in an odd mood. I feel pretty alone and unappreciated. I am breastfeeding exclusively, so obviously he can’t help with that but diaper changes and cuddling would be appreciated. he’s had 8 hours of sleep every night, and doesn’t seem to care about my lack of sleep. Thankfully syd likes her sleep, but she had one night where she hated being put down. I feel bad when I need him to help out. The thing is I didn’t get pregnant myself and he should help out more. And if he does I shouldn’t have to feel bad for him watching his daughter. I love my little girl, I just thought her dad would help more. I also thought he would have been prouder of me for doing a completely drug free natural birth. But it seems like its not a big deal to him. Also he’s lucky I did what I did for his training and just went along with him getting rest. Now that he’s out of training it’s pissing me off he doesn’t help more. It would have been nice too when Syd was not gaining weight and i was super upset and scared if je would have been nicer with me and more supportive that would have really helped. Only plus side to all of this was that I have bonded so much with my beautiful little miracle baby. I love my little girl and I am super happy I have such a perfect little girl. Sorry for the rant.

suarezalex:

okay seriously if you’re in a relationship or even a friendship and you find yourself spending more time crying out of sadness or arguing with them, leave them. i don’t care if they’re a modern day aphrodite/adonis or a gift bestowed upon you by the gods. toxic people are dangerous and i highly advise cutting them out of your life and finding someone who makes you laugh until you snort your drink out your nose instead.

My little girl is 6 weeks old today..

One day, you’re 17 and you’re planning for someday. And then quietly, without you ever really noticing, someday is today. And then someday is yesterday. And this is your life.
(via bl-ossomed)
Baby girls almost a month old. I can’t believe the joy she has brought me. I love her with all of my heart.

Baby girls almost a month old. I can’t believe the joy she has brought me. I love her with all of my heart.

persephoneholly:

ten-and-donna:

kissnecks:

THIS OKAY

You want to get kids out of foster care and into good, loving homes? I’ve got a simple solution to your problem.

Did you know LGBT couples are more likely to adopt older, children of color and disable children than straight couples? LGBT couples tend to adopt ‘undesired’ children more (basically kids no one else wants.)

persephoneholly:

ten-and-donna:

kissnecks:

THIS OKAY

You want to get kids out of foster care and into good, loving homes? I’ve got a simple solution to your problem.

Did you know LGBT couples are more likely to adopt older, children of color and disable children than straight couples? LGBT couples tend to adopt ‘undesired’ children more (basically kids no one else wants.)

EXPIRIMENT

koblala:

Reblog if you would date a bisexual person

Like if you wouldn’t because there is “too much competition”

Trying to prove a point to an asshole

religiousmom:

Still a little pissed I can’t fly or set things on fire with my mind

anogoodrabblerouser:

The odds of being attacked by a shark in the US are 1 in 11,500,000, but no one gets mad at people who want to avoid the ocean.

The odds of a woman being sexually assaulted in her lifetime are 1 in 6, but if she doesn’t feel safe around strange men she’s a stereotyping bitch.

Strange old world we live in.